These feelings won't go away
Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 8:34 PM
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Overwhelmed - Listening to: Sideways- Citizen Cope
- Reading: Tweak: Growing Up On Methamphetamines
They been knockin' me sideways
They been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that,
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away
These feelings won't go away
It ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
But diamonds, they fade (Diamonds they fade)
And flowers they bloom (Flowers they bloom)
And I'm tellin' you
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
They been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that,
Time will take them away
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinkin' in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away
I'm hopelessly in love with two people..
They're both my life..
He's unsure..
She's moving in a few weeks.. And afraid she'll hurt me..
My mom has cancer..
Her doctor's given her until 40..
She's 37..
If her doctor is right, my mother won't get to see me graduate high school..
I cleaned my room for two hours earlier.. Because it was simply something to do..
I wanted to kill time before it killed me..
I didn't stop it..
I just delayed it..
"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time."
We are such fragile things..
Like a mirror..
A simple, small crack on the surface can spread and break the interior to pieces..
Devious Comments
please
you mean so much...
i hate that i have to leave...
promise you'll still be here?
do you believe me when i say i love you?
Can promise you'll at least try to come back for me?
Yes, I believe you.
I love you too.
Do you believe me?
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i can't say that i know how it feels cuz that would be a lie.
all i can say is that if life gives you a reason to cry, first find a shoulder to cry on. that makes it a little better.
i am really sorry. i wish i knew how to fix all this, but i am just a kid, helpless.
and this kid is gunna get caught if hre mom finds out she is saying all this.
but i am really sorry, and i want to tell you that i am praying for you and for your family.
have a hug. they make me smile every now and then
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Thanks..
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Я мертв. Я мертв.
RawEm0tion: [link]
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I'm a magnet for the sick and twisted.
Curiosity shall overwhelm your unsuspecting minds:
[link]
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Club of amazingness:
*RawEm0tion
im not goin to be like everyone else and say im sorry but i want you to know that if you need a shoulder im here, as a friend...kinda sorta...i know what it feels like to loose a parent...
i lost mine but in a diffrent situation, i haven't seen my dad in...lets see is it 15 years...or 14...we weren't close though.............and i only get to see my mom once every few years.........................
also i want to tell you the truth, "they" always try to tell you it'll be alright but no matter what happens it never is.
Also i was adopted, and a few year ago the doctors told my adopted mom she had melanoma (don't know if thats spelt right) but its eye cancer,they didn't think she'd live but you know what she's still here, i never gave up hope cause i knew when i was little guess who was there when i got sick? guess who took the risk to adopt me even though she knew i was a pain in the ass, she was there for me,and i knew in my heart that i had to be there for her,so i did and guess what she's still alive...although she went back to the doctor and they are afraid that it might have spread......they're still doin tests........but it never helps, everytime she goes to the doc. i cry a little more and everytime she asks why i just try to smiles cause i lost one mom and i didn't want to loose another mom..........i tried to push her away so that if she did...pass on then i wouldn't have to be hurt worse but you know what??? it made it worse because in my heart i felt like had betrayed her cause she NEVER gave up on me.....
don't ask me why im tellin you this cause i don't quite even know but i just thought that in a way it might help....how idk...but.......
Stay strong and be there for her and she may get to be sitting there when you graduate and i bet when you walk off of that stage she'll be the proudest parent there
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later
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we live life in fear and love life in power
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