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These feelings won't go away

Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 8:34 PM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: Sideways- Citizen Cope
  • Reading: Tweak: Growing Up On Methamphetamines
They been knockin' me sideways
They been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that,
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away
These feelings won't go away

It ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English

But diamonds, they fade (Diamonds they fade)
And flowers they bloom (Flowers they bloom)
And I'm tellin' you

These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
They been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that,
Time will take them away
These feelings won't go away
They been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinkin' in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away




I'm hopelessly in love with two people..
They're both my life..
He's unsure..
She's moving in a few weeks.. And afraid she'll hurt me..

My mom has cancer..
Her doctor's given her until 40..
She's 37..
If her doctor is right, my mother won't get to see me graduate high school..

I cleaned my room for two hours earlier.. Because it was simply something to do..
I wanted to kill time before it killed me..
I didn't stop it..
I just delayed it..

"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time."

We are such fragile things..
Like a mirror..
A simple, small crack on the surface can spread and break the interior to pieces..

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: Nowhere
  • Interests: Poetry, Books, Music
  • Favourite movie: RENT, Transformers, Constantine, Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Mary Magdalan, RJA, Breaking Benjamin, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Retrofires, Vampchyld, Kara, Edgar Allan Poe, Big Poppa E, Jaoquin
  • Favourite photographer: Lara Jade
  • MP3 player of choice: Zen Microphoto 8GB
  • Tools of the Trade: A pen and paper. :]

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 24 minutes 15 seconds ago
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~taintedfeather:icontaintedfeather: 1 day 16 hours ago
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~LoveDestructive:iconLoveDestructive: 1 day 19 hours ago
yesterday or today...?

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 2 days 16 hours ago
Mhm..

So.. How are you?

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 2 days 16 hours ago
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~taintedfeather:icontaintedfeather: 2 days 17 hours ago
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~LoveDestructive:iconLoveDestructive: 2 days 20 hours ago
...hooray...i'm known.

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~x-SilentScreams-x:iconx-SilentScreams-x: 3 days 4 hours ago
thank you for the :+fav:s and :+devwatch:

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~Cameira:iconCameira: 3 days 4 hours ago
Tks for the fav :D :kiss:

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 5 hours ago
You're welcome.

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 5 hours ago
Hey, baby.
How are you?

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~xUntilTheEnd:iconxUntilTheEnd: 3 days 5 hours ago
Thanks for the fav! :D
~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 15 hours ago
:sleep:

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~taintedfeather:icontaintedfeather: 3 days 16 hours ago
D:


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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 17 hours ago
:icondweebdanceplz:

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 17 hours ago
You're welcome.

Thank you. That means a lot. :]

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 3 days 17 hours ago
You're welcome.

Thank you. :D

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~rainbow-the-fate:iconrainbow-the-fate: 3 days 18 hours ago
thank you for the favs! :hug:
by the way, you look so cute. hihi :)
~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 4 days 4 hours ago
:raincloud:

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~taintedfeather:icontaintedfeather: 4 days 13 hours ago
:llama:

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~Squirrel-23:iconSquirrel-23: 4 days 15 hours ago
Exactly..

:P

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~taintedfeather:icontaintedfeather: 4 days 21 hours ago
:D what are you sorry for? Im the one whos brain exploded XD

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~Vokana-x:iconVokana-x: 4 days 23 hours ago
*Faves xD And thansk foir the watch too!
I lvoe your poetry! :3

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xDD Love ya mah lil Freak 8D
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fluffy bunnies...i know random

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